Wherever you go, whatever you do.
I will be waiting until i find the actual you.
Whatever it takes, whatever at stake.
I will make sure i treasure the special you.
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Really cant stay it at times! Never in my life ever get so angry with a FEMALE before.. totally outrageous irritating and totally OFF! i'm very sure i mass send sms to everyone to notify them. the group of true friends even pop up at my house at 12am to celebrate my birthday before i present the cert to them but only a few brought home and the rest i kept it. all the way till army, no news of anyone wanna collect it even when we went out for gathering. i packed my stuff and stacked up everything before going for bmt. every weekend book out and is either sleeping to rest or spending time with family for meals and etc. totally no time to do any spring cleaning or packing even for the new year. when i got posted to sispec. i had slipdisc and other etc problems and was undergoing treatment. plus PoPo was so critically ill. so everytime i book out, is either resting, spending as much time as i can with popo or undergoing treatment. where do i find time to pack stuff? was later send to medic and PoPo got even more critical that she was send to mount alvernia. i was totally down and i really spend most of the time with PoPo. i rejected and stayed away from all of my friends just to give all my time to PoPo. when PoPo passed away, i couldn't even get to see her the last time just because some sucky warrant laksa from ngee soon camp didnt allow me to go off! he refused to release me. i hated him. eventually i was posted back to sispec camp as IT simulator operator and started to move on in life and starting to settle down. as i was doing so, i realise friends has already drifted away from me.. hahz... friends..... now i'm slowly getting back my friends and getting even more stable in life.. this irritating person must come into my life and ruin my mood!! call her bf to confront me to want her cert back. claim she has sorethroat so cannot speak to me on the phone. maybe she is really in a kelian condition and pitiful state, but she's still acting too weak, acting too kelian, acting too pitiful.. making me like an evil guy not wanting to return her the cert.. she could have and should have just call me or text me or any other ways of communication to check the status of her cert instead of getting others to help.. she simply has no respect for others, no respect for herself.. why would i want to keep her cert for? i shouldn't even have made an effort to file it nicely and prevent it from damaging.. RUIN MY MOOD!! hack!! i'm turning in...
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
wOoHOoo!! been so long since i updated.. OhWell..... recently had gatherings with psus group, sparc group and primary school group... enjoyed myself and yupp!! it's time for me to get back to friends especially after PoPo left for a few months... However....
during my down period when i was struggling with ns and my PoPo's matter..... i realise the definition of friends are very vague..... very typical..... what's actually friendship? i thought to myself..... must we always meet up to maintain friendship? or does friendship lives and grows within each heart no matter whether we meet up?
sad to say.... during my down period, i cut off connection from all my friends because i was quite emotionally unstable and was not ready to face people... so, i refuse to meet up with people to catch up with them.. now that i'm back online......
i realise various people have disappeared from my life..... quite absurd though..... how fragile is friendship...... but at least it made me realise my Primary School Group is still there for me^^ no matter how long i didnt meet them up, they will still constantly ask me out without fail even when they more or less know i cant make it..but they'll still ask me no matter what..Thank You Tan Yi Mei, Soh Wan Ting, Lee Leng Yee, Eugene Goh((: thanks alot=)
Not like a few other groups...simply strike me out of the list after i dun meet up with them for a few months...sigh.....they gather in their little group also don't bother to ask me when i was once their damn close click....how disappointing and shameful.....
p.s shall update again some other time...thanks to individual who still maintain the friendship with me^^ Thanks Ong Hui Xin, Thanks Jocelyn Gian and Thanks Evelyn Teo..
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
GOSH!!! all of a sudden down with fever and today is the 2nd day... starting to recover((: Exercise DA will be starting soon and i'm down-.- lol but shall be going back on saturday to help out^^
Sunday, May 03, 2009
finally..... After going in circles, have finally settle back down at sispec Tradoc Wargame Centre(Tradoc WGC) as ASA. Recently there are war gaming exercises going on and so, will be working till rather late everyday. One good thing is there are no 24hours duty and everyday can stay out depending on us. During null period it will be 8-5 and yupp!! that's about the general introduction of my unit=) God Bless..... MINRU!! if you'rereading, i'll send you your cert soon ok...that time all of you ask me to keep..so i kept in a file and i dunno where's the file now.....-.- i'll pack my room and try to find it and i'll mail it to you once i get it alright^^ sorry yeah...cheers!!
Friday, April 17, 2009
Been spending possible time with PoPo instead of friends recently..... Didn't have the mood to meet up with friends because all i want is to see popo instead..... PoPo has also been through a long struggle..... Now that she've been called home on 170409........... Actually i still find it very very hard to accept the fact..... In a way, i hope she leave soon so she won't have to continue suffering the pains..... Furthermore it was her wish all along to go off peacefully without pain because PoPo's very scared of pain..... But i still can't believe my own eyes and convince myself she's gone..... I know life goes on..... But I'm sad.......... i'm just sad.......... Memories of her still lingers..... Her smile...her laugh...her talks...hers...hers.....hers..........
Monday, January 19, 2009
i'm currently in pasir lebar camp and yupp!! i've OOC!! hee...being an OOC has both pros and cons... anyway the whole company has gone out for field camp until thursday and we are back in company^^ was watching tv and using friendster/facebook and started missing my friends.... So i've decided to take time off to BLOG!! giving thanks to my friends((: up till now....the few groups of friends i have remaining are......
Firstly!! Primary School Group...Tan Yi Mei, Soh Wan Ting, Lee Leng Yee, Eugene Goh, Bryan/Brendon Yam and Aaron Low...
Secondly!! Secondary School Group...Teo Feng Yuan, Cheok Kaa Mun, Valerie Yeo, Ang Zi Xuan, Eunice Wee, Khoo Qi Chang, Jin Shun and Theodore...
Thirdly!! Singapore Polytechnic Group...Jackie, Rayson, Darran, Randy, Xin You, Jie Shun, Marcus, Sze Rong, Phebe and Jian Ning...
Next!! BMT Group...Kok Teng, Kevin, Clarence, Wilson, Jhonny, Hao Long, Prasadh, Melvin, Ee Jie, Jonathan, Nicholas Lin and Nicholas Tan...
Finally!! SPARC/CRAPS/PSUS Group...Peh Shao Hong, Valerie, Nickolas Ho, Ong Hui Xin, Soon Ning, Derek, Shirley, Li Ying, Christopher, Ginli, Yong Hong, Marlene Guo, Evelyn and Cheng Kai...
All these friends are people who are still keeping in conatct with me...really appreciate to have this group of friends(n_n) Bless them!! Cheers!!
i guess i've missed out a few more friends...will edit this post when i check through again when i book out=) and sispec friend list will soon be out too((: Happy Moo Moo Year!!
Thursday, January 01, 2009
Time flies..... 2008 been quite a year^^ Completed my Diploma in January... Found my other half in February... Went Taiwan with 6friends and celebrated 1st Month in Taiwan during March... Continued my vacation in Hainan during April... became SP Alumni in May... Realise gifted talent of 奶舅 in June... Helped in Dad's office during July... Became a maid in August... Received the NYAA Gold Award in September... Enlisted to BMT in October... Endured and toughened up, slim down 11kg is quite an achievement in November... Completed BMT and got posted to SISPEC in December...
Year 2009... Will treasure everyone around me especially my other half after being through so much^^ Will continue to strive hard((: BLESS EVERYONE(n_n)
Turn on the speaker!!!
There is music...(n_n)