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Actually i'm kind of feeling better already...Yesterday found this new song which totally lighten my feeling a little..But.....later on i felt drastically sad again...i felt like a bastard jerk is like wth...i really couldn't control my emotions and i nearly went berserk...won't go into it already...
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This morning she spoke to me and yup!! i felt alot better alright...chatted on msn for like 45minutes..? this is the best thing ever man..like wad weihow said..is better than winning an oscar award..BUT...after feeling better...i seriously dunno wads got into my mum today..nagging the whole day and it's affecting me again...i'm getting back into the disruption of emotions upside down...plus further stuff....omg...i feel like going overseas alone now...away from everything... *butmaybewithyouit'llbefine* but still....sad i am and it's back to square1 again...can ppl juz understand me...i juz need.....normal conversation...no shooting and nothing.....-.-
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Happy Birthday to Nickolas Mummy!! CHANG MING BAI SHUI!! Happy Birthday!!
