Wednesday, October 24, 2007
10:50 AM
-=LazY-LaZy=-
hahz!!
been lazy/busy to update...
Spend my free time with evalyn or relaxing instead of updating..(:
Shuxian ask me to update and so here i am..(n_n)
Recently is fyp fyp and fyp..
May be down-grading to hdb flat soon due to financial tightness..
Spend alot of time with my classmates recently..
Doing lots of sports..(^^,)
there's a girl which i've decided to like especially when i've let go of the past and phase it out as a memory but after finding out lots of things, i changed my mind..duh~
Guess i'll juz focus on my stuff..
Earn money money money!!
Get rich and have a comfortable life..
i want to bake!! LOL
SHall play the piano first before doing fyp..
CHAOZ!!
God Bless..
thanks yonghong for doing this for me..i was attracted to this character the moment i see it and boom!! yonghong appears and send me this pic he edited for me..hahaz!! Coincidence..
was showing evalyn to evelyn thru webby cam and after that showing to ginli..but guess what!! evalyn slam on my laptop and the whole screen freeze..hahaz!! took a screenshot before i restart my laptop for it to work normally..=) She's juz so cute!! aHHHh!! bye...
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
10:57 PM
-=Shuxian=-
Hee..this short little entry is specially for Shuxian..Today's her birthday and yup!! really wish her happiness forever..((: drink more plain water hor!! we've been friends for 5years and our friendship is as tough as anything on earth..(^^,) Although there are arguments at time..but we're still going strong!! lol..this is getting kind of wrong..i like typing an entry for my gf..but anyway!! SHUXIAN!! SHEN RI KUAI LE!! see you soon!! (n_n) Miss you...=) nitez...
JoeL`
Sunday, October 07, 2007
12:25 PM
-=Communion=-
Firstly!! To everyone who've tagged..Thanks a million zillion..i'm fine((: just need to spill things out that's all..(^^,) Thank you all so much..Love all of you!! hahz..c",)
Been quite a long time since i've been to church..so i went yesterday for communion..what's communion? if you're wondering, it's when god dies on the cross to cleanse the sins we committed and heals our body/soul of guilts..(n_n) So yuppie!! had a peaceful time at church..ate the little biscuit and drank the fruit wine..Church really calm me down..=)
After church went to this japanese restaurant which is my sister's friend's uncle's stall..The food is so-so..nothing special really....but had a great time though..advance celebration of my mum's birthday and evalyn's still SO CUTE!! At least i can see she enjoyed herself..(",)
At 9+ after dinner was walking to the car and saw lots of superhero walking around..ranging from wonderwoman, mr incredible, sailor, etc etc LOTZ MORE..Besides that, saw alot of bars with ladies of few cloths standing outside..notice i use the word cloths instead of clothes..=PpP didnt really look at them cos if i did..i think i'll be blushing all the way..
Reached home and i had a great night..muz be the effect from church..i wake up in the morning feeling very very ultra super duper energized...guess i've been healed from all the busy moments i had..(^^) God's great!! V(^o,^)v Learnt from church about being victims of circumstances which means it can't be helped..So we got to face it positively in our own ways..There will be a definite possibility of being in the position of Lost Identity when facing trouble..However, it'll eventally leads to ones Destiny to overcome it..so in summary will be "Always look on the bright side of life", "Always look on the bright side of life"...i'll post some photos soon..something wrong with the network currently..\(^0^)/ BYE!!
JoeL`
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
9:59 PM
-=fuckers=-
haiz....been really down recently..decided to spend time to blog it out..really need to spill everything out...talk about some sucker fucker...
This went all the way back when i was young. My Aunty and Uncle wanted to set up their own business selling chicken rice after their marriage. Nobody supported them but my daddy did just because my aunty is my mummy's sister. He borrowed money from bank and invested a sum in them. The business began and it was very successful. Everything was going so smoothly that branch after branch was established until my aunty gave birth to a defect baby girl. Though after operation she's suppose to become normal again, she passed away instead. My aunty was devastated and landed into depression mode. Women with terrible temperament spells trouble.
My Uncle and Aunty end up in an arguement and business starts to deteriorate. My parents hang on to the business while trying to solve my Uncle and Aunty's problem. In the mean time, preventing them from getting a divorce too. As the business was the innocent party, my parents had no choice but to get themselves into this mess, juggling both sides. My Aunty blamed my parents for not supporting her idea of divorce and support an outsider instead. So she went out to find her own means in engaging a lawyer to do the divorce thing and custody of her daughter.
However, my parents really didnt like the whole idea of divorce and so, that period of long war was draining. Their daughter were taken care by us when this happened. My uncle wanted to give up everything but my parents persuaded him to persist on. Keep the house, keep the business, keep her daughter. My parents believe my aunty will return to him eventually.
After that divorce thing, they each got their own life again. Having a new partner and leading their own life. Chicken rice was still around and this time round, my uncle's brother came in to help out too. BUT, the war wasn't over...
My Uncle's new partner cheated him of his money and ran away. Including the divorce case, lots of money were spent from the business to settle those problems by him. After that was those SARS, Chicken Flu and business was HORRIBLY TERRIBLE!! debts debts and debts, loans, loans and loans...branch after branch closed down leaving only 2branches left..it's easy for my uncle to declare bankrupt but if he do so, my daddy's loan with the bank will be in trouble because is under my dad's name..
Hanging there for so many years....At last my uncle and aunty "got back together"..At least they're staying under one roof. Weird thing is the business rice grains went missing for no reason and the 2nd last branch was closed because we cant get the lease. I as a student went to find out if there're stalls available and it was chicken feet!! Everywhere also have!! So i can only conclude that my Uncle was pure lazy to work hard that's all..but nvm...left 1more chicken rice stall..
Now this is the fucking part....sucks to hell...may retributions befall on them..The last chicken rice stall lost the lease too...debts are still not settled and business cant just stop this way..My uncle everything aso say he don't know. So my parents decided to make a trip down to check out everything. Guess what?!? My Aunty took over the stall.....seems like my uncle's brother is helping out too..this gave my parents so much stress and the debt is like half a million....
Really dunno what i can do to help...didn't want to think too much or blog on it..just like what ZiLing told me, my parents wouldn't want to worry about my studies..So she encouraged me to study hard and i agreed..but then, the fact that my parents are suffering....i feel really sad too...how can relatives back stab....sucker fuckers...i really thought of revenging and trust me..i can make that happen...just that i really don't want to do such things anymore..So i'll just go church this coming Saturday to make prayers..Hope things won't turn out that bad after all..As i don't know the full story or both side stories..i shall just keep it cool first...at least now i'm feeling better...my daddy just don't wanna share a single thing..i hope he can take it...
anyway i think the whole problem is just lack of commnication..my parents and aunty just don't want to thrash things out which eventually lead to such ending..So to people reading my blog..bonding and strenghtening the bond is very important...clear the doubts in the air and have a fresher tmr..guess i'll stop here...SAD!!
Some happy stuff to blog about will be CHERIE ZHENG WON XIAO HUA!! she's so.....my idol...the type of gf i really like to have..tmr is Nickolas's Birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICKOLAS!! STAY HAPPY!! EAT EAT EAT!!
JoeL`
