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Looking at photos last night gave me flashbacks of the past...When i was sec3 and she was sec1..
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Once upon a time..when i was back to single status and decided to concentrate on studies and ccas from sec3 onwards..Being friendly, trustworthy and absolutely "user friendly"..i'm always the smiley person infront of all..
However, nobody knew i was actually sad inside and due to the breakup, it was known as my fault as she teared in sch..So sec3 was quite a bad year for me but soon it tone back down..
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i started killing time by committing in all my cca like every morning, i'll do both ava and prefect duty..recess time, i'll do both prefect and ava duty..after school, i'll be either mugging or commiting in prefect/ava/ncc..at night i'll go for aMath lesson and all these really help to numb me..that's how i became more and more popular in school that lots of girls actually tried ways and means to get my mobile or email though i'm not some suave hunk..
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guess god was showering his love on me back then..((: but still i didnt dare commit especially after a "bad" experience..so i continued my daily routine as i think i've been scared somehow..
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THEN..came to know someone from sec1..actually it was one of my ncc junior that told me a girl wants my contacts and ask if she could reveal to her..so i was crossing my finger at that time before i agree to it..in my mind&heart, i was hoping it's not some weird girl again..
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True enough, it was not some weird gal and she's pretty...seriously surprise she took the effort to make a toad friend like me..c",) We soon became such close friends that everyday we'll be together after school..
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Everyday in class, i will always look over to the other side where her class is and she'll always be sitting there..most of the time we'll see each other looking over at each other and ya..hee...i suddenly realise there's this chemistry..
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now comes a few factors which pulled us apart...one of my teacher ask if there's anything going on between us..and when i say no, he'll always say that's good as he think i cant handle her especially when my mother tongue is so lousy..so i'll juz laugh through with him..(n_n)
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next was another ncc junior who's my close friend and loves gossiping plus super nosey in everything under the sun/moon..came to me and ask if i'm interested in the girl..obviously i'll say no i'm not interested because why would i want to admit when i dun even dare confess..So she went on to say about how i should not be so close to her especially when it'll make her think i'm interested in her..saying how i'll affect her and eventually hurt her..making me feel all guilty when i suddenly recall the previous relationship..
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anyway...my this close friend was the one who succeeded in making me drift away from this sec1 gal..my heart ache and i bear with it by forcing myself not to sms nor reply her sms..it was tough as emotions crazily went upside down..
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guess this was it..everything was over when i went to sec4 and she went to sec2..her class was upstairs and mine was downstairs..seldom meet up but yet still as close..she later went into a relationship with another guy which my heart felt sunken..but eventually they didnt last long cos that guy was weird..did i really let go of a golden opportunity?
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i still didnt take action cos i really belittled myself and she went on liking another guy which is crazily liking him...my heart was still as sunken but i went on with life..they didnt last long once again but she was really crazy over him..i really wonder if the spark once there was still there?
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we're still very close and good friends but as usual...i'll always belittle myself because i feel that i do not have the rights anymore..(",)
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Happy Birthday Eve to me!!(^^,) it's been 20years...
opps!! Jieshun is missing....
Jackie look like some surgeory doctor..=PpP
FYP GANG!!
We roX!!
Our Last Picture of the day after the year long FYP...
Look at Miss Shin!! hiding her face make her a bush in the middle...
During SPINNOVEX!!
On the last day of spinnovex@dover before going dinner...
compare with the previous pic..THIS is DARN FUNNY!!
When we were at Cafe Cartel...(n_n)
another picture of us(^^,)
In the MAIN TENTAGE..
Exhibition Tentage..
that's the class with a few not around..
the "BENG" pic..
1st day of exhibition..
it was soon over...
our project((: plus a website=)
It was fun, tiring, boring and we gave all we have..
makan makan!! they'll never forget the let's go Zou Liao let's go Zou Liao incident
