Friday, February 29, 2008
11:24 PM
-=V(^o,^)v=-
Something someone gave to me((:
Guess it's really fated especially after so long plus so much happened(n_n)
I think i'm ready for any obstacles especially for sure that you'll always be with me like you've always been=)
You're the one i've always been searching for...(^^,)
天秤座：水瓶座
配对指数:
友情：★★★★
爱情：★★★★
婚姻：★★★
亲情：★★★★
谈情必读：
爱情好神奇，你们明明很难合在一起，但爱神又要扯你们在一起，而且爱到死去活来，其中又有惊涛骇浪，一浪接一浪，令你们整日都会因为这段感情而神伤，但一复合又好得不得了。 同样都是风象星座，你们最合的地方，就是大家都喜欢认识朋友，社交圈子阔，同时也肯相信对方、各自保持空间。试想如果是另一个星座，会容忍你的朋友三更半夜叫你出去吗？但你们这对组合就可以做到。一个半夜被吵醒要出去另外一个还可以若无其事继续睡觉。此外，一个整日带些朋友回家另外一个不但没意见还可以相处融洽。所以你们可以是长远的一对，只要不是想着独占对方。
New Song!!
i've uploaded a new song in my playlist...
check it out!!
it's meant for shuxian((:
欧得洋 - 我是你的天空
用一颗心来
感觉你的爱
只希望你能 明白
我的心中, 也只有你
我也只想要保护你
从第一天起,我就爱上你
因为你真的很贴心
你的笑容在我心里
我现在唱这一首歌给你
我要跟你手牵手,永远不回头,一起勇敢向前走
如果有什么波折有我的胸口紧紧贴在你左右
一直握着你的手,永远不回头,因为你是我的梦
永不放弃因为爱你,若你是星星,我是你的天空
当你在我心中
微笑一直在我的脸孔
默默在你心中
我也会有一点感动
我知道我最爱你永不放弃
因为有你在我的心里你和我不分离
我要跟你手牵手永远不回头一起勇敢向前走
如果有什么波折有我的胸口紧紧贴在你左右
一直握着你的手永远不回头因为你是我的梦
永不放弃因为爱你若你是星星我是你的天空
JoeL`
-=Letter-of-Transfer=-
anyway that explains why i have the first 2post before this post..
1st post was when she didnt give a reply and
2nd post is when she gave me her reply!!
now this post is a letter of transfer post..i'll blog more tmr..((:
With effect from today, 29 Feb 2008, JOEL KEE, now you are offically been transfer out from PSUS(Singles) to PSUS(Couple). Now you are offically been kicked out of PSUS(Singles), do you wish to accept the post of TREASURER of PSUS. You only have the choice of YES or YES.
Peh Shao Hong
Rep. of PSUS(Singles)
JoeL`
-=Happy-Leap-Year!!=-
I ask shuxian if she's willing to be my girlfriend and she didn't give me an answer...BUT!! SHE ACCEPTED ME SOON AFTER THAT!!!! sending me a sms at 0229hours..SHE ACCEPTED!!
29th February 2008, 0229hours..Shuxian and Joel embarked on a new journey in life...together.....
JoeL`
-=Leap-Year=-
Feeling dumb!! i cant believe i did that.....
JoeL`
Thursday, February 28, 2008
9:54 AM
-=SHARE=-
Hahaz...Okay!! this entry is going to be long..i've told shuxian about it and yesh!! time to blog it out((: by the time i blog..most of you should already knew..but yeah!! everything is so first time to me!! and this time i'm seriously serious..=)
Right!! so here goes..
before i really want to start a relationship with shuxian, there's this very special feeling..so strong that this time..i want my family to know..i want my family to be acceptance of her and i do not want to start with shuxian before that..though could have started way before 14th Feb..but i'm waiting to start off on a special date and so i just keep saying i need more courage, i need more courage..i want to get the acceptance thingy..but actually the fact is that i'm stalling for time only..=PpP waiting for the most unique date of the year!! hehez...been counting down for SOsoSo long and i really cannot take it any longer...lucky the time shall arrive soon..(^^,) she cant read blogspot now because she's back at hainan..so i'm actually blogging it..but if anyone of you who know her..happen to read this entry of mine...please dun let her know please!! hahahahhaz...
Back to topic!!
but friends out there who know me..should understand that i'm not the type that dare to tell my mum about me going into bgr...so i struggled for sometime, pondering over how should i break the news..but i'm definite i'm serious about shuxian because i didnt hesitate much when i had the chance...i swallowed my saliva and i gave it all i have...
Joel worriedly: "Mummy..What's your opinion of me going into a relationship.."
Mum replied: "What's there to opinion about..this kind of thing no opinion..when it happens, it just happens.."
Joel with a relieve: "orh" (was thinking of opening my mouth for the next part when suddenly..)
after a few minutes,
Mum questioningly: "Don't you think is abit too early or too fast? You're after all still young so why rush into it?"
Joel shyingly: "We've been really close friends for 5years.."
Mum repeated: "5years?! izzit shuxian?"
Joel with no hesistation: "yupp!!((:"
and her attitude change and she agrees to it and yesh!! i'm really happy about that!! =)
I was so happy that i cannot wait to let Shuxian know about it!! hahz!!
but because my DaJie was using my laptop, i couldn't go online only until 1am and within this period, my mum spoke to me about shuxian asking me what i see in her and ask me tell her more about shuxian..ask me why this and why that..wads our plan or something...then hahaz!! it was really great knowing my mum thinks good about her..and i know if shuxian is reading, she'll like to know what did i answer when my mum ask me what i see in shuxian...and most prob all of you want to know it too? kekez...*lalala* i replied saying she've always been there for me and she's the sweetest(dun ask if i've tasted her!!) most gentle girl i've ever came across because even when she's angry, she's still soft and cute...not like most of them i know..will become tigress..hahaz!! so yeah....i know she'll be very nice to me and will not scold me or boss me around and that's the kind of girl i've always been looking for...if not i'll only always get bullied..
then ya!! when i went online at 1am..i told her i've got something very happy to tell her!! and she too said she've something very happy to tell me too..but hahaz..cos it was getting late and i don't want the whole conver to go until the sun is almost up..so decided to exchange the information the next day..and guess what?!? the information we exchange is the same!! is like...we naturally wants our family members to know about us and we will just do it..not like usually when ppl have to wait till stable before telling others about it..but ya!!!!! we want to say it even before we begin!! (^^) blessed.....
so now back to me asking DaJie for advise..
One day, when i went home, i realise my DaJie was on my blog..and the next day, while she was in her office, she confronted me and yaa..i started asking her for advise and she told me to just let my mum know instead of asking her..and guess what?!? My DaJie shared my situation with her colleagues and they were like omg.....before asking her how old am i..so after my daJie mention i'm 20, they were going like..omg x2.....why would he even ask for consultation or even wanna let mum know before starting..this is so rare!! wanna start just start la!! and after knowing more details like we've been close friends for 5years before i decided to ask her to be my gf and even so, i'm still waiting for the special date which is 29th feb...they were really surprised and said i'm one of a kind and is really "Jue Zhong" "De Nan Ren" so to put it in a simpler way, they used the term dinosaur on me...and keep saying i this kind of guy really extinct..but hahaz!! i dunno leh...i'm just not into holding so many girl's hand to try out and cmi then break..i want to hold just one hand and hold it for the rest of my life..am i weird? i think i seriously am..why do i have such thinking anyway...hahz!! but that's me...((:
though i may like quite a number of girls, but that kind of liking is idol? potential? just wanna be friends first because thought they're suitable? NEVER did i ask them to be my gf before..just some close relationship in terms of interaction to find out more and become really close friend or even best of friend..(n_n)
so anyway, as long i was single, isn't it right to know more friends? so why, being with so many girls and treating them so good means i'm "Hua Xin" type and being with me may not have "An Quan Gan"? hahaz..so i guess only shuxian knows me best...we were closest of close friend, bestest of best friend, always there for each other for 5years and she never once comment about me of that problem..(^o,^) but anyway, i've been neglecting her ever since she was sec1 and now is time for me to cherish her..(^-^)
last time always tried to avoid her when she's trying to hint me because i totally think i'm not compatible with her cos i see her as gorgeously perfect and i'm so toad? furthermore, she being the girl i like plus started off as such close friend though we juz knew each other..i do not want to eventually hurt her and so i just keep avoiding, avoiding and avoiding...even when she do alot of stuff just for me...i rather keep my lips seal and hide my feelings away and be her close friend instead..because i'm sure that will be forever...so......this time is a different case..for some reason this year i've build up enough guts and confident to be with her and i really want to cherish her!! it's time to cherish her!! and i'm ready to even share with ppl about us because i want to let everyone know of shuxian..((:
anyway back to the dino topic..so that explains why i displayed my personal nick on msn which is everyone calls me dinosaur..then a few ppl dunno wad i meant but TYM-TAN YI MEI came to me and said "I KNOW WHY YOU DINOSAUR!! COS YOU THIS KINDA GUY EXTINCT ALREADY!!!" then i was like -.- then i replied erm.......hahz....then she started talking to me about me and shuxian and she was like wanting to bring me to the museum because i really belong there..hee.....but dunno lah!! i'm weird..that's just me..=) but "she" like "Jiu Hao Le"((: *lalala*
guess we're just meant to be together..meant for each other..in christianity, every individual that God creates, actually comes in pair..so if is meant to be, it's meant to be...and why say i ppmm-"Po Po Ma Ma" to only wanna start after 5years..say i drag for so long..but this actually prove we're meant to be and it's really meant to be..(^^,) what if we started when she was sec 1 and i was sec3? will we still be lasting? so if after 5years and we're both back to square 1 again...it means something already..we're meant to be till the end...c",)
I webcam with her last night leh!! got to see her and ya....dun have to spell out the mushy part and hahaz!! when we ended the webcam as i was going out with ShaoHong, Nickolas supposingly TANG JUN LI GINLI too...she PS-US LO!!! say she tired don't wanna go out cos need to rest...but she ended up playing DOTA!!!! so bad....but anyway the 3of us went vivo to find HuiXin and Marlene to go for supper..why vivo? because there's this project exhibition going on there and they've got to make preparation...and ya....had great fun!! love them all!! =PpP
i think i'll stop here...only slept 2+ hours and after typing so much...i cant remember if i miss out anything anot..i shall update again!! bye ppl!!!! byebye.....
JoeL`
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
5:55 PM
-=Walking-Chinese-Dictionaries=-
this post is not for today's entry...just an extended one to thank all my walking chinese dictionaries Kaamun and Jackie...thank both of you for helping me with the words....((:
later on i'll update again or maybe tmr i'll update and share about a very happy thing that happened yesterday night!! but why later or tmr? hahaz!! cos i haven told do_ob about it yet...so i'm not blogging it out until i tell her=) cheers!! bye ppl!! i seriously cant wait.....but since it've been so long...so why not juz a little while more? (^^,)
JoeL`
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
2:34 PM
-=JESSAMYN!!=-
Alright!! today's post going out to jessamyn!! Happy Birthday Girl!! you're one year older once again...growing up very fast ah((: will meet you to go out soon k!! take care for the time being..XD
Oh ya!! back track a little....Sunday...24th February 2008..stayed home to do things and wrote chinese essay..=PpP the special you will know wad i'm saying..((: then ya...by evening all was done and had abalone/scallop/topshell porridge...my mum prepared it..yumyum!! then d-_-b called me to ask if wanna watch p.s i love you and of cos with zixuan too..hahaz!! so after checking the movie time, i've decided to go watch since do..ob flying back to hainan on monday..=) so yuppie!! it's a great show, great story line...interesting.....in summary, the story was how much the couple love each other and after the husband passed away due to brain tumour, he planned a year long letter to guide his wife along because he knew she could not accept his death..eventually, where they started, is where they end..she got over it and move on in life(^^,) but the starting was weird though!! they started out with heated arguement and soon later, making love and after that, he's in the coffin all of a sudden...hahaz!! anyway really enjoyed myself...partly was the movie and partly was because of being able to see do_ob before she leave..took bus home with d0_0b and ya.....feels good((:
25th February Monday..decided to send dO_Ob off at the airport..hee...first time taking public transport all the way there and yeah!! seriously first time even seeing the budget terminal...didn't know is so small.....(^^) so there was this system failure thing which is great? for me but bad for dO.Ob..hahz!! i get to spend more time with do_Ob while d0_ob gets to go back later..LOL~ but end up after she went in, the flight was delayed and she got to wait until 1715hours before flying off...but gave do.Ob the gift i've been preparing for the past few days and she said she love it..^-^ kekez...so after that was lunch with my parents before going out at night tomeet YiMei, WanTing, Eugene and LengYee...we went chinatown to makan and yuppie!! chilled at some street stalls eating Ah Balling and went off around 11pm....saw Christopher and LY while having dinner((: they walked up to me holding hands and i was quite surprised..hahz!! they started off their new phase of life on 17th February..((: CONGRATZ BRO AND SIS!! but when's my turn? seriously......=PpP now chris is the EXCO of psus....secretary of psus-singles club..hahaz!! Chat with d-.-b when i got home..and chat until i fell asleep..hahaz!! actally there're many details that i missed it out..but hehez!! dun wanna let you readers know or read so much...do_Ob!! you know it deep down in your heart jiu hao le((: cheers!!
JoeL`
Saturday, February 23, 2008
11:21 PM
-=overwhelming-happiness=-
Hahz!! no words can describe how happy i am!! seriously!! but that was in the afternoon..kinda feeling disappointed now.....)):
today met shuxian and went fareast together to settle her visa for taiwan..=) but by the time we were there, all the agencies were closed....all close at 1pm...then me and shuxian was like....*sigh* so decided to walk around to collate their numbers so can call them up some other time..but we blindly..and i mean blindly, BLINDLY walked...and walked...and it seems like God is helping us or something..our legs brought us to an agency shop where lights are still on...seeing a person inside..i cant help it but to knock on the door which indicated close so that i can ask her a few questions...and it was too good to be true...she even invited us in as though it's not closed and make an exception to serve us...really truely grateful to her for being so nice..she agreed to help shuxian with her visa with no hesistation...she even guided us on taiwan map to where shd we go, how should we go, how much will it cost o travel, where should we not go cos waste of time...she's so nice in telling us all these...though we going free and easy...she's just too nice to treat us like friends and guided us.....
SO TO PPL OUT THERE!! Going holiday? GO TO THIS AGENCY!! NO REGRET!! i can guarantee with my head..this company is going to make it far sooner or later..(^^,)
CUPID TRAVELS PTE LTD - Fanny Seng(Managing Director)
14 Scotts Road
#04-72 Far East Plaza
Singapore 228213
Tel: 6235-3107/8, 6235-0241
Fax: 6235-3108
E-mail: cupid.travels@pacific.net.sg
So ya..after having a fruitful walk in fareast, ... ... ... ... ..., and after that we took mrt back to tpy when i went popular to buy things and shuxian accompanied me..hahaz!! after that i accompanied her to go find her friends before i go off..((: had dinner at whompoa and saw EVALYN!! DaJie and Lionel..so after dinner i went home and she sms me to say she's in kbox and is really cold..kekez...not a single hesistant, took my sweater and pass it to her at kbox...
continued eating ferrero rocher and yup!! seriously the ferrero rocher now taste yuckie...not really nice at all....dunno wad happened..-.-
now the sad part......seriously dunno why am i so affected but ya..I AM REALLY AFFECTED!! dunno why i juz cant help but to feel sad from the fact that some of you cant join us no more....this kinda feeling sux......i guess it has to be something to do with my hunger of friendship...dun like to leave ppl close behind...haiz......pray to God...hear my Prayers..........
p.s my dream is to walk down orchard with the girl I like, my girlfriend, holding hand and yarr..walking down orchard road hoping that it is an endless route((:
JoeL`
-=Rocher=-
wow!! Ferrero Rocher!! it's good.....it really hurt my ulcers and the nuts cause pain down my throat due to the sore..-.-"' LOL~ Last night weiHow called to disturb me..hahz!! but knowing he's working at tpy area..guess i'll find a day to visit him..((:
Hey!! how about some photos of evalyn? been long.. XD enjoy!!
stoning.((:
talking to me? i dun understnd...
smile Ah-Bo-Ling!! smile!!
"niu niu zui"...
ohya!! photo taken at nickolas's wonderful house=) cheers!!
evalyn carrying my heavy bag...
she gave up..
BOO!! hi eva!!
hahhahaaz.. sweet little thing...
love her?
p.s i really hope you'll feel the sense of security...
JoeL`
Friday, February 22, 2008
1:49 PM
-=keesiao=-
hahz!! last paper le!! JIAYOU!!!!
totally forget she going back)): hee...
but i will de.....i will.....(^^,)
something she gave me yesterday((:
天秤座：水瓶座
配对指数
友情：★★★★
爱情：★★★★
婚姻：★★★
亲情：★★★★
谈情必读：
爱情好神奇，你们明明很难合在一起，但爱神又要扯你们在一起，而且爱到死去活来，其中又有惊涛骇浪，一浪接一浪，令你们整日都会因为这段感情而神伤，但一复合又好得不得了。
同样都是风象星座，你们最合的地方，就是大家都喜欢认识朋友，社交圈子阔，同时也肯相信对方、各自保持空间。
试想如果是另一个星座，会容忍你的朋友三更半夜叫你出去吗？
但你们这对组合就可以做到。
一个半夜被吵醒要出去另外一个还可以若无其事继续睡觉。
此外，一个整日带些朋友回家另外一个不但没意见还可以相处融洽。
所以你们可以是长远的一对，只要不是想着独占对方。
keesiao leh..keesiao =PpP *lalala*
JoeL`
Thursday, February 21, 2008
5:12 PM
-=PAIN=-
Today went school for soccer with Darran, Jackie, Rayson, XinYou, Marcus and Randy..INJURED MYSELF!! omg...so pain...i headed the ball, darran headed my face and down i went on the ground.....nose bleeding and lips swell....-.- ohman......saddening...so tired too..tmr huixin's mum bday and haiz.....haven started doing the present.....-___-
heee...got home and yupp!! after shower came online and was looking thru her photos and.....suddenly was having thoughts to myself....am i worth it..........."Wo Pei De Shang Mah?" -.-
JoeL`
-=sad-moody-speechless-drained=-
here i am..blogging, pouring and a little wailing.....but don't bother..i'm not bearing anything in heart..just want to pour everything out to feel better..(^^,)
been trying really hard to plan the trip to taiwan and i'm almost at the urge of giving up..been researching on places to go in taiwan and how to go plus planning all the route properly..like taking wad bus? wad train? take from where? wad timeare they departing, etc etc...
Lucky i met Mrs Delonix Cheong Pan Kee today in school as she helped me in my appraisal while we had lunch together after that..she guided me to planning a holiday and she's really good at it because she always plan and go on f&e trip...((:
p.s thanks somuch for everything and for the sumptuous lunch..
now back to my horrible title.....how am i to live? wad am i to do? trying to get friends to go..but all have different criteria..)):
some don't mind anything at all, very easy going..
some wants package tour..
some wants good hotel..
some wants f&e..
some wants SIA plane..
some wants TaiPei..
some wants cheap..
some wants long duration..
some wants short duration..
some wants bus..
some wants train..
trying my very best to cater to all...i research and research, ending up sleeping after 2am..knowing me? i'm really a sleepy head who loves sleeping early and waking up early to feel the morning air...but i'm kinda slogging like faeces though is holiday for me...seriously, drained and i'm really at the purge of giving up...i rather stay in Singapore((: why go with them when i can go with my family and worry absolutely nothing about finance....-_-
then as i'm trying my best to plan it out..some are slowly backing out and i've got to pull them back again before planning.....omg..........though everything has been settled and is fine now...i'm just blogging it out cos i'm seriously....tired.......zZzZzz..........hope everything will go smoothly, most imptly is visa can be approved((: everyone goes together and enjoy together...everyone will enoy themselves...everyone will....................
p.s "Kao Shi Le.." jiayou!! take care..=)
JoeL`
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
3:54 PM
-=BUSY!!-TIRED!!-OUCH!!-Blissful((:=-
right!! my title of this post really summarize it all..=)
now that i know you do not mind the time..c",) i still have questions for you!! so ya..mcq paper? or structured questions? or composition? how about comprehension style? fill in the blanks? close passage? hee...=PpP
let's flashback...15th Feb was whole day at home plus dunno wad i'm doing also..but i was at home until night before i met Jackie, Phebe and XinYou for dinner before going for class chalet..met with someone too as she gave me my Vday present..(^^,) and throughout the few days, that'll explain the part on blissful((: took the busride and the journey was fast..but the walking distance was OH-MY-GOD.....*yAwn*
16th Feb..MAHJHONG!! and ya...play until so so so tired and we slept at 5am? Woke up after 5hours of sleep and it was walk to hawker centre to makan..
(cos we were at east coast park chalet)
after that played soccer and touch rudby before we rented bikes for our night cycling..
HORRIBLE!! i took the double seater with XinYou and it was journey to changi jetty and with Amanda journey back to east coast park chalet..I NEARLY DIED!! hahaz..so tiring tht my palm bruise actually..cos of the stupid bike with the lousy gear...it was really hard to control...-.- PAIN!!!!! anyway i was also really really tired all the time..i'm a person who need to sleep sleep sleep!! yabadabadoo!! XD still...blissful thoughts own it all.....courage? strength? persistent? endurance? but sleepy spell is forever there..Hahz!!
17th Feb..about 5am then turn in...It was really fun!! just that i wasn't feeling well even before chalet and plus lack of sleep....Oh Man..........still, it was great experience because at last i got to see the full route of it..which means!! next time can bring her along..(^^,) lalala...anyway woke up at about 9am to return bikes before rushing home to sleep...zZzZzz...slept at 1pm? wokre up at 3pm cos need to go Darran's house to do visiting..ALL THE WAY UNTIL 12am LO!! hahz!! but lucky darran got mahjhong..so played mahjhong again and at the same time, taught my ErJie how to play..she was ultra lucky to win so many time!! really beginner luck..
18th Feb..unknowingly woke up at 1pm and i was like OMG!! so late....so didnt do much for the day except going school to meet Nickolas, HuiXin and Ning to conduct the 2nd phase interview...some of them didnt turn up which is really disappointing...should I have even included them in the first place? could have asked other peeps to come for the interview instead..all the way until 9-10pm then had dinner at clementi with Ning, huiXin, Nickolas, Kent, Hafiz and Kaitian..SHE BAD LO!! FAN KAI TIAN IS BAD!! BULLY ME!!!!! and ya...sms evelyn along the way about sparc exco thingy and of cos ....... too((: not feeling well yet still got to strive for exam....*sigh* anyway slept reallly late too..cos since i need to settle the taiwan thing..muz as well wait for her to nap finish and wake her up to study..(n_n)
19th Feb..Whole day doing uni application and taiwan thingy..really hope everything will turn out smoothly...now the plan is
28th March arrive in TaiPei at 5-6pm..
travel up 4-5 hours to GaoXiong and stay there for the night..
29th-30th March will be GaoXiong and TaiNan..GOT FOOD TO EAT LEH!! COOL!!!
30th evening will travel down to TaiZhong and stay there..
31st-1st April F&E at TaiZhong plus MAKAN MAKAN!! my objective again..
2nd April will go Alishan and see "Alishan De Gu Niang, Mei Ru Shui Ya, Alishan De Nan Ren Zhuang Ru Niu Ya" know of this song? i wanna go see.....
after Alishan, evening will proceed back down to TaiPei and stay there..
2nd-5th April will be at TaiPei
5th April we'll depart from there and travel home..(",)
just worried about the visa thingy.....the rest can plan..but visa i dunno wad izzit..=(
20th Feb..time really flies and 9more days....counting down.....still got to meet Mrs Cheong at 11am later on...*sigh* though abit sian still got to travel down..but really thank her so so so much for being such a good lecturer...always keep in contact with me and yup!! she's really cool..yupp!! time to turn in...i'm kinda in outer space already.....bye!! nitez.....
JoeL`
Thursday, February 14, 2008
6:53 PM
-=Happy-Vday=-
Hahaz!! Today is Vday..it's also daddy's Bday..so wishing my dad a HAPPY HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY!! ((: wishing all couples and singles out there a Happy Vday too..=) cheers!!
Cheery baby!!
Yeah!! me and evalyn((:
she's so cute!! like to pull me..=)
next time if i'm late? don't blame me..
BYE!!!
JoeL`
-=王子and公主-part2~lol=-
((: This is a continuation..r21 story..please control yourself and don't continue reading..=PpP but hack!! i know you'll still continue reading cos you won't believe me!! but still, this is a story..so if you dun understand? it's ok..dun have to understand..c",) hahz!!
actually is after such a long time that he, 王子, realise she, 公主, have always been there for him..but he was blinded and hold back all because of the word, worry..previous relationship consequence was losing a friend whom was once so close..so he's actually worried/afraid something similar might occur..which means the consequence will be the same, totally cutting off all contacts even as friends..
so he was actually worried about that and he rather divert his attention to someone else and be her bestest/closest friend instead..soon later when she got into a relationship..he also started to stop his focus of attention on that someone else...but when she broke up..everything started to come back again..every week of meeting up triggered the button...once again, his attention got to be divert to someone else again to hide his true feelings..blinded by his own actions, he bluff his way through until she likes another guy...this time, even he himself find the guy good and trustworthy..definitely better than himself..so, even if he've got to help her shop for present, he'll just do it willingly..but he was also trying to slowly drift out of the whole thing..he really did! but as time passes...it is back to where it started off...however..this time shall be different..=)
anyway, he've all along been hiding and avoiding because he do not have the courage especially after he've failed once..so now, right now..after so much up and down..deep down inside, he wants it..but he didnt once cherish it..plus he don't know if he's up to it..so he's still being chain back and haunted in every aspect..furthermore he'll be away soon...will it affect her if he do not spend much time with her? will she mind? *lalala*Labels: something will be happening.....
JoeL`
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
10:57 PM
-=Right!!=-
Hi ppl!! is time for me to blog blog blog again((:
10th February 2008..long journey to jurong east interchange by bus 105 and i slept..was late by 15minutes? hee....met up with Jackie, XinYou, Darran and Marcus before taking bus to SzeRong's house..phebe, amanda and JianNing joined us later..Upon reaching, her parents were not around and so started off with MAHJHONG!! it was my 2nd time playing cos my 1st time was on 1st January 2008..hee.....it was fun!! MAHJHONGMAHJHONG!!! played throughout until 10pm inclusive of dinner time..Had Char Kuay Teow, WanTon Mee, Ao Lua, Hokkien Mee and indian rojak..OILY!! but nice..hahz!! Took bus home again and omg i reached home at 12+am....d-_-b
11th February 2008..Today is gathering at NICKOLAS's house!! Met up at 1500hours and WAITED UNTIL 1700hours!! dun wanna mention names but ya!! FAN XIN YI XIA OKAY?!? hahahhaaz..kidding kidding...anyway went to nickolas house and MAHJHONG AGAIN!!!! omg...mahjhong frenzy...seriously....MY 3rd TIME PLAYING!! hee!! So waited until everyone arrive before we started dinner...IT WAS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!! Nickolas really played a great host!! his family's marvellous!! Ultra warm and friendly..Great ppl!! Started off with a sip of RED WINE..cheers cheers cheers...took some photos..Appetizer was SHARKs' FIN SOUP...and dinner was steamboat with the most sumptuous food you can ever imagine..BIG/SMALL ABALONE...BIG/SMALL SCALLOP..COD FISH..WHOLE BIG PLATE OF MUSHROOMSSSsSssSSSzzzzz...PRAWNS..and FRUITS!! nickolas lives blissfully((: anyway it was the BEST gathering i've ever attended..they are really No. 1 Host..THANK YOU SO MUCH NICKOLAS!! QQQQQQQQQQ!!! anyway ppl who were there are Nickolas's parents, Nickolas's 2brothers Andrew and Richard, HuiXin, Marlene, CK, YongHong, ShaoHong, Derek, Shirley, Christopher, LiYing, Ginli and a name that should never be revealed..........obviously myself was present there too..and the whole event was so paiseh for me!! everything also Joel..-.- then when i open my mouth!! i get bombarded of "her".....hahaz...=) STILL!! i really enjoyed myself to the max....left nick's house at about 2345hours to catch the bus and yeah....while walking home....i suddenly took up my phone and unknowningly, uncontrollably called "her" and until she say i "You Bing"..i suddenly realise i was really crazy for doing it...heee...should control myself....=)
TODAY!!! soccer and exercise...met up with Marcus, Rayson, Xinyou and Darran to exercise and Christopher, Derek, Nickolas, LiYing join us for soccer after that...CHRIS WAS DAMN PRO!! he control the ball damn well...but Marcus say he could thrash him but because my friend so he play friendly...was really a great day of outdoor...so tired now.....d-_-b zZzZzzz......i shall update tmr again...maybe with some pictures......BYE!!!
JoeL`
Sunday, February 10, 2008
12:19 PM
-=NEW-SONG!!=-
Listen to the new song i uploaded..old but still nice((:
喜欢你的头发
喜欢你的脸颊
喜欢你微笑的时候眼里藏不住的光
喜欢你的害羞
喜欢你的疯狂想要一天二十四个小时守在你身旁
喜欢开你玩笑
喜欢叫你傻瓜
喜欢吓你一跳的时候看你慌张的模样
喜欢搭你肩膀
喜欢你会怕痒
喜欢趁你没有防备偷袭你的手指甲
想要抱你一下 贴紧我的胸膛
想要告诉你这样下去不是办法
想要把你绑架
想要带你回家
想要非常认真严肃的承诺地老天荒
想要非常认真严肃的承诺地老天荒
思念你令我惊慌
想到你令我膨胀你的每个笑容都会令我幸福的快爆炸
见你的时候我总是说些傻呼呼的蠢话令我随时随地濒临疯狂
Okay..8th February was LEE Shuxian's bday so wishing her a Happy Happiest Birthday!! hee...She attitude sia..sms her never reply a thanx or something..idiot...anyway yeah..
Yesterday 9th February, at Uncle Eric's place and play pool with Edmund Kor Kor and Uncle Simon..Hahz..been long since i played pool...guess it's time to start playing again..(^^,)
Today!! 10th February and i'm going to SzeRong's house soon...must go get ready to leave le..i'll update again!! BYE!!!!
p.s damn i miss you..but i must endure not to sms you if not i'll be killing myself slowly.....)):
JoeL`
Friday, February 08, 2008
12:12 PM
-=Day-2=-
Will be going out for visiting soon..Still cant believe it happened..anyway would like to intro to all of you this splendid song I'm Yours by Jason Mraz..
Well you done done me and you bet i felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that i meltedI fell right through the cracks
And i'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothin's going to stop me but devine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some
I won't hesitate no more
No more it cannot wait, i'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
Ah la peaceful melody
Its your godforsaken right to be loved love loved love love
So i won't hesitate no more
No more it cannot wait i'm sure
Theres no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, i'm yours
I been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bendin over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
So i drew a new face and laughed
I guess what i'm sayin is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
Its what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue
I won't hesitate no more
No more it cannot wait i'm sure
Theres no need to complicate
Our time is short
It cannot wait, i'm yours
~The End~
JoeL`
-=Happy-Mouse-Year!!=-
1st Day...Everything was great!! went out at 0030hours for prata with ShaoHong, Nickolas and Ginli..ShaoHong drove his cage vehicle and he went touring around..-.- IT WAS FUN THOUGH!!
Woke up quite late cos only slept at about 4+am...slept on pillow with money..had birdnest and abalone porridge...collected big fat juicy angbao the whole day and ate alot too!! =) this year i manage to chose the right angbao and so i got more money!! heee...cos every year my dad will give us 2ang bao to choose from and one of it will contain more money..(n_n) Had wonderful meals the whole day and tmr is part2!!
everything was fine until it comes to night.....i feel damn idiot......i can't believe it......i blurt everything out already.....i even lost myself when blurting out.....wth.......i suck....................
JoeL`
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
9:50 PM
-=Happy-Mouse-Year!!-wannabe...=-
1st-ly!! Wishing all my dear dear friends a HAPPY MOUSE YEAR 2008!! wanna-be...
Hahz!! just in a few hours time and is HAPPY MOUSE YEAR!! Yesterday attended SPARC d&d RETRO style...it was like super -_-"'...ended up not many really dressed retro..hehez...After that it was WALAWALA@Holland Village!! didnt drink any alcohol because i was one of the chauffeur..drank ginger beer though..=PpP NICE!! i was really tired yesterday but cos it's like once in a while that sparc ppl gathers for such gathering..so i went..((: Reached home like about 3am and i was totally shag out!! lazy to even leave the car after i parked..just feel like sleeping....but i force myself up and took a nice warm shower..(^^,) slept at about 4+am? totally unacceptable.........zZzZzzz...
Woke up at 10+am...took my shower again and had some new year goodies with vitagen while playing pokemon...suddenly my aunty came into the house and i remembered i'm suppose to make yam/pumpkin cake today...-.- So whole day dedicated to cooking before my dinner came.."Pen Cai" is nice!! a little reunion with my parents and erJie and Aunty Priscilla..after that was washing car.....omg la....so really tiring...hands all peeling cos of all the washings i've been doing the past few days......=(
ANYHOW!! it's going to be a new year!! i hope for the best of everyone and most impt is that everyone is healthy and happy always!! i do wish for something new but.....i think i'm hesistating again because i'm entering ns soon......
Couples who went WalaWala!!
Singles corner where 3of them hve complicated relationship..((:
Last group Photo 1 with 2interuption!!
Last group Photo 2!! Hahz!!
Final group Photo with no interuption..=)
most ppl will always mention about how significant my nose is..-.-
Me and Marlene!! My wife in SPARC!! lol...she's my treasurer and i opened bank account with her..=PpP
Me and HuiXin!! My mistress in SPARC!! lol...she;s my secretary who takes care of me..=)
Me and Regina!! We took quite a few shot to get this picture..(n_n)
Graduating batch!!
The BIG4!!
DEREK rox!!
mE and Nick with YanTing!!
wOw.."GU NIANGss"
Me and LiYing!!
Monday, February 04, 2008
10:07 PM
-=February=-
Hahz!! i know this came in late..but was busy the past few days((:
Shall return back to January 30th 2008..had this luncheon event with SP Principal, VP and all the Directors plus big shots..(^^,) Beside eating it waslots of talking..some of the diretors were great while some are weird....-.- anyway i was really glad the principal and some big shot directors remember me..=) the 3years in poly was worth it..(n_n) especially when hearing from them "I know you" and "Of course i know you" was truely comforting..(^o,^)
Time really flies and is already 4th February...
1st February went to school supposingly to film and do video but GANNA TRICKED LO!! end up never do anything so went out for lunch before going back to school to rot with nickolas..had meeting at about 1730hours until 1930hours and dear shao was late again...his presentation really took a hell damn long....Then gin attitude again..hahaz!! asking me where are we and when we say still in school and she replied "are we coming anot, if not coming then she go home" it was like wOw!! DAMN ATTITUDE SIA!! hahaz!! but all shao's fault la..): went Alps cafe once again!! and i succeeded again!! they enjoyed it just like my other friends and they even took the name card..(",)
2nd February was busy with the University Seminar conducted by NTU nd later on went shopping with Amanda, SzeRong, Jacke, Rayson, Marcus, Darran and XinYou..we went NEW YORK NEW YORK for dinner..hahaz!! i guess they enjoyed themselves? after dinner went to walk at marina square before going home..But i met Shuxian at Dhoby Gaut MRT station before going home together..(: she went for celebration and so met me to go home together..hahz!! it's great seeing her..c",)
3rd February i spend time cleaning my room and is thoroughly cleaning...
4th February..Went school in the morning to submit NYAA report with huixin..After that followed her to business school when a cat suddenly followed us..i told HuiXin the cat was following her but she insisted is following me..so by proving her wrong..i stopped..THE CAT STOPPED TOO!!! i continue walking and the cat followed..huixin also tried by standing aside but the cat just keep following me..not bothering about huixin's presence..=PpP so i must say the cat is really crazy!! WHY FOLLOW ME?!? but it feels good la..the cat so guai..follow me..=) After everything was settled in school, me and huixin went back tpy to meet shaoHong, Nickolas and Ginli for kbox at tpy..had a great time..=D after that was a quick bite at mos burger before we went home..TANG JUN LI GINLI!! SO ATTITUDE!! lol...everyone agreed so yuppie!! Ginli is an attitude girl!! ahmuwahahhahahahahhaaa....
p.s erm....do you seriously still like me after 5years? what's so special about me you see inside? i'm nothing but a toad...i feel unworthy of your love.....-.-
JoeL`
stoning.((:
talking to me? i dun understnd...
smile Ah-Bo-Ling!! smile!!
"niu niu zui"...
ohya!! photo taken at nickolas's wonderful house=) cheers!!
evalyn carrying my heavy bag...
she gave up..
BOO!! hi eva!!
hahhahaaz.. sweet little thing...
love her?
Cheery baby!!
Yeah!! me and evalyn((:
she's so cute!! like to pull me..=)
next time if i'm late? don't blame me..
BYE!!!
Couples who went WalaWala!!
Singles corner where 3of them hve complicated relationship..((:
Last group Photo 1 with 2interuption!!
Last group Photo 2!! Hahz!!
Final group Photo with no interuption..=)
most ppl will always mention about how significant my nose is..-.-
Me and Marlene!! My wife in SPARC!! lol...she's my treasurer and i opened bank account with her..=PpP
Me and HuiXin!! My mistress in SPARC!! lol...she;s my secretary who takes care of me..=)
Me and Regina!! We took quite a few shot to get this picture..(n_n)
Graduating batch!!
The BIG4!!
DEREK rox!!
mE and Nick with YanTing!!
wOw.."GU NIANGss"
Me and LiYing!!
Our Table!!
Tall Shao!! the only one behind..Hahz!!
Izzat's in the house!! he rox!!
Me and Ning!! hahaz..i was busy eating so cant really smile..c",)
Me and Nick again!! hee...
3blind mice...HAPPY MOUSE YEAR!!
wOw!! please dun comment...=)
SPARC!!!!!!
That's us doing the speech..(n_n)
Final picture!!
