McCoy Me!!

My Life Story

Wherever you go, whatever you do.
I will be waiting until i find the actual you.
Whatever it takes, whatever at stake.
I will make sure i treasure the special you.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008 11:09 PM

-=Adious!!=-

Hi peeps!! my blog will be collecting webs for the 10days? or maybe more..Bye ppl!! take care!! i'm outta here!! signing out...

JoeL`

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Monday, March 24, 2008 7:46 PM

-=EXCITED!!=-

was woken up by evalyn this morning when dajie brought her to my room((: happy to see her!! she's so cute(n_n) *lalala*

Walk to the hawker centre oppositie phillips company for breakfast because daddy went malaysia with aunty and jenni jiejie..stayed home to watch tv before going out to meet valarie and eunice..(^^,)

after that went ntuc to check out on the instant noodles that CHEOK wants before having late lunch on my own and bought dinner back for erJie...)): BUT I DRANK PAO PAO CHA!! *lalala* hee...so slowly walked home but it seems like i was living in another dimension..-.- mind got drifted away again....-___-

that's how i spend my day..still feel like sleeping though.....*yAwn* going taiwan le...aHhhHh!! signing out.....

JoeL`

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Sunday, March 23, 2008 9:38 PM

-=Easter-Sunday!!=-

Right!! tomorrow is Easter Monday!! but my dear friends!! do you all know what Easter Sunday is? why Easter eggs? hahahahhaz!! After Good Friday that Jesus dies on the cross, he'll actually rose from death on Sunday marking a new beginning..to why it's bunny and eggs....hmmm....it's just part of commercial? i guess is because eggs represent new birth, new life, etc etc?

today had lunch at MHotel with Aunty, Jennifer Jie Jie, my parents, erjie and my cousin Li Quan..XIU MAI!!! love that loadz!! exchanged for taiwan currency and collected my luggage for packing...meeting valarie tmr cos she says do some last minute research on taiwan((: so yupp!!

guess i'm signing out? hmmm...bye!!

JoeL`

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Friday, March 21, 2008 10:25 PM

-=Happy-Good-Friday=-

OhYesh!! today's Good Friday, Public Holiday too..a day for christians to visit church..and to those of my friends out there..Do you know what this Good Friday is all about? it's basically Jesus dying on the cross to redeem for all the lies we spoke and all the bad deeds we've done..which means we'll be cleanse from out sin and we're to start fresh to be a better person(^^,) God Bless((: God Blessed me with a wonderful someone in my life=)

gorgeously fabulous? hee...
*lalala*

So today, being a public holiday, woke up and had lunch at paragon Ding Tai Fung..saw linnet working in but didnt go disturb her..continued shopping and came across this dinosaur hp strap and it was really really interesting!! but i didnt buy it..(n_n) and i was panicking on something over someone when i realise oHhh..she juz woe up..-.- *pHew* she's save..and that's really music to the ears..((: maybe i'm the one with the "Siao a.k.a Crazy" factor...-___-

after that was home to nap before going expo to support evalyn in the baby idol competition..=) hahaz!! she sure was cute!! but naughty at the same time!! =PpP hahaz...
before the competition..
after the competition with standing hair ;)
i look damn ugly in this picture!! but evalyn is cute..it was an impromptu shot..-.-

on our way to somewhere but dunno wher..
decided to go T3 for dinner((:
evalyn in her pramp with a deadly weapon...-.-
AHHH!! she noticed me!! she'll poke me!!
better be safe..give her tissue packet instead.. XD

Look!! nice picture of my Dad and Evalyn...
Me and ErJie!! on our way to tcc..((:
Look at our big big biggest boss, princess evalyn...
...she drop my phone twice.....threw it on the ground..='( *hEaRtbReAked*
the extended family..^^

the grands...
Suppose to be the nicest!! but i closed my eyes..-.- super sad....i'm a spoiler.........-_____-
2nd picture!!
that's us at the departure gate taking a picture!! it's an advance picture taken before i fly off on wednesday..=PpP
we're going home!!
Last picture...Nicest too((:

JoeL`

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Thursday, March 20, 2008 2:41 AM

-=*yAwn*=-

seepy sleepy sleepy day...

the after napfa effect was bad...muscles aching all over...bend forward? pAin.. bend backward? pAin...move anywhere? PAIN!! seriously pain from head to toe...-.-

Yesterday enjoyed web-camming with Shuxian until 2am then sleep..hahz!! cos it was really nice to be able to see her online..fine, safe and happy..(^o,^) BUT!!

Woke up at 7am this morning for breakfast!! cos my dad got meeting after that...so ya...5hours of sleep..after that reached home and started repairing and fixing up the laptop..when i'm done..shuxian was online!! so started to chat with her and enjoyed web-camming with her..(^^,) hahz!! i really love seeing her bubbly and funny..alwas bullying me!! anyway it was all the way until i had to go out for lunch..(BeefNoodle@HDBHub , MY FAVOURITE!!) Reached home and carried on chatting with Shuxian before i rush down to fareast plaza to get the visa thingy..thanx my Daddy for being so nice to drive me down specially to collect(n_n) Finally settled down at home and thought Shuxian went out..)): so almost, almost, i almost went to sleep when shuxian surprised me!! wahahaa!! she haven gone out!! so was web-camming agan..=) totally enjoyed her company..and when she finally went out, it was dinner time....


My DaJie came back with a new trendy hairstyle and brought home nice japanese crackers and fed me one...AFTER THAT I STARTED TO STARVE!! so so so hungry until i was eating my packet rice in big big mouth...when i suddenly realise A WORM ON MY SPOON!!!! which i nearly send it into my mouth.....-.- ultra lan diao...no mood to eat anymore...wanted to sleep early at about 2300hours after my fruits to replenish all my energy..was kinda feeling sick, having slight fever, flu, plus not enough food an whole body aches..i was near to droppig down onto my bed..

then my mum came to tell me my dad need my help in the office and i was like in my heart, "omg......this cant be happening....." but i cannot don't help my dad cos he've been really great..so yupp!! without and choices, i got changed and went office to help out until now..((: TIRED!! i need sleep!! and tmr morning is waking up at 7am again for breakfast!! -_____-" i think i'm going to fall sick...-.- zZzZzz...goodnight people....and cat keeps demanding for an egg!! lol~ i can take it no more..G-O-O-D-N-I-G-H-T

JoeL`

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Wednesday, March 19, 2008 10:06 PM

-=NICE!!=-



Very nice..((:
Absolutely the best..c",)

JoeL`

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Tuesday, March 18, 2008 2:19 PM

-=NAPFA!!=-

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there was this test which i find it really true...and i realise everything i dream...i'm always dreaming of myself searching for something or someone...or dreaming or things or people..ALWAYS!! and guess what's my result for the whole psycology test?

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"Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it get to the head. They also see you as kind, considerate and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out."

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been having rough and tough nights for the past few days..waking up suddenly breaking into cold sweat or tearsing..wads happening to me!! aHhhH!! really heart-wrecking, heart-breaking and heart-attacking nights!! i seriously cant take it much longer...

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plus i only realise last night that NAPFA test was THIS MORNING 9am!!!!! -.- all along i thought is 6pm in the evening...so i quickly bounce into bed to turn in...BUT I COULDN'T SLEEP!!!! butterflies in my stomach and i was really worried!! tossing around in bed..i was even praying to God to grant me strengths and power when i wake up..a full well-bodied to conquer all stations and obstacles i'm in for...when i finally woke up? God didnt answer my prayers...i once again had nightware and woke up with perspiration..was still tired......

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had bread and drank some milk before going to school...was worried...panicking....and wishing/hoping still....indeed!! God answered my prayers!! really thank god so much..instead of granting me strength and power, God granted me a very very nice tester..is a girl and she's really kind..ultra nice too..not like tat time the bastard tester which is a guy..while doing pullup, he'll count 1, 2, 2, 2, 2 and it NEVER!! go to 3.....after doing so many, where will ppl get the strength to carry on...furthermore is not encouraging at all...but this time this female tester was so much different...she'll just keep counting and after we do our max, she'll decide whether to stick to wad she've counted or deduct a few..tat's what i call GOOD!! so really thank god for granting my wish in another way..=PpP got 3A and 2C..running was a killer under the scorching hot sun!! got 1E but i hope they can push me up to allow me my Gold or Silver...

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Yupp!! was really happy today but tired at the same time..=) My aunty from australia is in Singapore...*yAwn* i think i'm going swimming...the only way to tire myself and sleep peacefully at night...I NEED AN ANGEL!!! or i had one already...OK!! I NEED AN ANGEL WHO CAN LULLABY ME TO SLEEP!! actually also have already..but just very seldom only...hahaaz!! ok la....i'm signing out...whatever it is, i'm ready.....just afraid i cant hold on long enough....came across a few love quotes with hidden meaning..check them out!! bye!!

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There is only one happiness in life,to love and be loved.
- George Sand –

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You know you are in lovewhen you see the world in her eyes,and her eyes everywhere in the world.
- David Levesque –

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Love is strong yet delicate.It can be broken.To truly love is to understand this.To be in love is to respect this.
- Stephen Packer –

JoeL`

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Sunday, March 16, 2008 11:44 AM

-=My-First-Concert=-

somehow, this is considered my first concert and hahaz!! it was Zhang Xing Zhe's concert...lol~ the only song i could click into and sing along is 做你的男人..hehz...really love this song million lotz!! realise i've always been singing this song..infact....i think i only started singing after i hear you sang beautifully...((: wanted to match up with you so i could sing to you but hahz!! i'm still equally lousy.....)): i'll do my best!! *lalala*

taken my breakfast..shall stay home and maybe exercise later..? =) NAPFA ON TUESDAY!!!!! omg lah.....ultra sian.....)): i've uploaded a new song!! NICE!! check it out..=PpP hahaz...izzit me or izzit you? i think maybe is me..in anyway...i'm sorry.....

JoeL`

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Saturday, March 15, 2008 5:19 PM

-=speed=-

alright, let's make this post a fast one..

13th March 2008, nothing much happened actually...feeling stupid because it seems like there're alot of things i dunno and weak at....wth are my stengths? seriously no idea...maybe i'm not that good afterall.....)):

14th March 2008, training training training....napfa test is nearing day by day....i'm really scared i cant get at least a silver.......-.- ultra sian...........

today!! haven been quite in a good mood or in the right mind..but i'm still able to control and subdue those emotions(^^,) going Zhang Xing Zhe's concert soon...first time going to such concert....feel more like sleeping actually...hahz!! that's all..chaoz.....signing out.....

JoeL`

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Wednesday, March 12, 2008 11:04 PM

-=Shuxian=-

right!! here's the post i want to type about((: anyway just now lunch with Jessalynn was great..had a long long chat..hahz!! went to cut my hair too..before meeting ShaoHong and Nickolas for HORTON!! really a very very nice movie..it's a cartoon btw..=PpP

right!! that's enough for today..

ok...to the main content for this post..(^^,) yesterday was working and got really tired due to not having my nap before working..even the energy boost via the phone with dO_0b soon ran out..so really bth...i fell asleep while sitting on the chair..was just a very very short nap..but wOw!! i dreamt immediately...scenes of shuxian appearing make me realise how foolish i was, to not cherish her when she have always been there for me last time..the memory flashbacks..=)

the 1st scene was when she first added me on msn and i started chatting with her..asking for a photo so i can at least know how she look like..after i saw her i was wOw.....this can't be true..a pretty girl added me on msn...God Bless me especially after the trauma i suffered plus the number of friends i have deteriorate..it was indeed a blessing...from that day onwards, we chatted and see each other almost everyday..

2nd scene was after my ncc camp in hq when i was sec3, i was dead tired..but i agreed to go out when she asked me to go seoul garden..to celebrate kaamun's birthday...and that was the first time i took a picture with her..she developed it for me and even developed her solo shots and gave to me when i kinda requested..i kept it like treasure and always look at it before i turn in every night..but like i've blogged before, due to some reason, i always refuse to admit i like her or even think about confessing to her..

3rd scene was at tpy library when i happned to see her outside of library as she loves reading book..((:

4th scene was at mac when i was browsing for classical CD and she told me she was at entertainment mac..i went there straight away after i bought the cd and yupp!! saw her there with kaamun and sitted there for quite somtime..

5th scene was 1st time watching movie with her together with Mr Alvin Lee, Jason and Alicia i think..watch one of the jack neo's show..

6th scene was going to the airport together when we send Mdm Wati as she emigrating to australia..

7th scene was when we study together at braddell mac and i'll teach her math if she have any problems..or try to help her as much as i could on a saturday..

8th scene was when i meet qc to play basketball at his place and she agreed to come along..

9th scene was we going out together and lost our way and just spend the day taking bus together..

10th scene was when i go orchard with ncc juniors and she dun mind joining us even when she's the only girl..

11th scene was all the time in class when we'll try to catch a little glimpse at each other across the little field and she'll always put her hand at her eyebrow level to give a signal during lesson so the teacher wont suspect and i'll alwasy be smiling..

12th scene was all the meeting up everyday after school...

13th scene was all the beating, pinching and messying up my hair thing comes in...

14th scene was she being really sweet and tried finding the jackjack softtoy i adore alot..

15th scene was she'll always be in the ncc room waiting...

16th scene was so on and so forth...etc etc etc...it's just so so so many scenes of sweetness moments of her in my life and i'm really really glad she appeared in my life..

it's getting late now and my mind cant really function well anymore..time to sleep....but that should be all of what i wanna say=) the flashbacks of scenes indicating to me how sweet she was and always there for me make me realise how foolish i was not to grab hold of the opportunity since back then...so yupp!! i'll cherish you^^ God Bless!! signing out...

JoeL`

-=Money-Frenzy=-

BOO!! been a few days since i last updated..was busy working..=PpP

Let's begin from 9th March Sunday..my grandma celebrated her bday at grassroot club yck..((: so yupp!! the food were sumptuous=) then came my cousins JOELYN LEE and JESSAMYN HOE!! keep coming to disturb me..hahaz!! they even call and sms me when we were in the same room but different tables(^^,) so they asked me go over their table and yupp!! they ask me why never bring my gf along and they want to see my gf's picture..and guess what?!? when i went over to that table..Uncle Johan was cheekily telling me he saw my friendster....hahaz!! i was ultra embarrassed...-.- so actually that whole table knows about Shuxian..more or less know..hehz!! Uncle Kelvin, Uncle Johan, Aunty Esther and Aunty Karran...and JESSALYNN HOE is angry with me!! she says she's angry for the fact that i never inform her first...but.....kikiz..she was the one tat never online nor did she get back to me on meeting up when she said she will get back to me once she know her working schedule..so yarr...STILL, we'll be meeting today instead..=)

When i got home after dinner, didnt see shuxian online..so gave her a ring and spoke to her for awhile(n_n) kekez..she was at mac having dinner cos she haven eaten..and it was like ALMOST 12AM!! anyway she first pick up my call to say hello and qiqi took over and said i miss you alot!! hahaz..truthfully? i was really happy when i heard that cos i tot shuxian was the one saying it..wahahhahaa!! but i was having 2nd thought cos shuxian will never say it to me directly..=D so i replied "PI".....as something seems fishy..and true enough, i realise it was qiqi on the line..-__-" after hanging up the phone, soon later i went to sleep because next day waking up to go running..

10th March Monday..woke up early and ran...and i realise for some reason or another..I CANT RUN!! so easily get tired out...my legs seems to fail me....)): napfa napfa napfa!! i really like a gold..but silver? i doubt i can even get it.....stupid pullup..dunno why i've so much muscles but i cant exert strength-.- sian.....need to train DAMN HARD this week if not it'll be the end of me...but who knows!! night time got to work and work until 2am i think....was really ultra tired..cos woke up early to run..plus 2nd day no web-camming with shuxian..hahaz!! gave her a ring again to chat for awhile before i left for work...TIRED!!!!!

11th March Tuesday..woke up for breakfast and didnt exercise!! omg...this cant be happening...then afternoon was panicking over taipei hotel...until now still cant get the hotel from taipei...)): SIAN!!!!! but it was great!! cos shuxian was online and hahaz!! manage to chat with her online!! but as she was working, we only chat minimum..evening time after dinner straight away went to work again....until 1am this time..*yAwn* i shall update more on wad happened while i was working in a later post or maybe tomorrow..^^

TODAY!! in summary it'll be i'm really really tired..but at least i know today dun need work, so means EXERCISE!! and means WEB-CAMMING!! hee.....shall stop here..going out to meet Jessalynn for lunch..right!! signing out...

JoeL`

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Saturday, March 08, 2008 3:10 PM

-=hOnEy-wOrds=-

omg...........i realise i'm the type of person whom takes in HONEYWORDS!! saying sweet things to me will be all that is needed to tame me...-.- is this good or bad? dO_ob i ponder..........

OHMAN!! it means i'm prone to danger when i meet sales/spokesman!! aHHhh!! ultraly viciously dangerous!! wOw..........d-_-b

by the way, 6pm i'll be meeting Jackie, SzeRong, Marcus, Rayson, XinYou, Randy, Darran and maybe Amanda for some Korean steamboat buffet at some hotel..wonder where izzit..((:

signing out~

JoeL`

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Friday, March 07, 2008 5:12 PM

-=Clearing-Mails=-

Hahaz!! currently clearing all the mails and sorting them out now..came across a few interesting stuff so decided to blog it here before i delete it..

A girl and a guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle...
Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary!!!!!!!
Guy: Then tell me you'll love me for ever.
Girl: Fine I love you 4eva and ever but Slow down NOW!!!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug and kiss my cheek!!
Girl hugs and kisses him.
Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me.
(in the paper the next day)
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure.
Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug and kiss one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
If u love any one this much let them know before its too late...

JoeL`

What guys will do for a girl

1. Know how to make you smile when you are down .
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence .
4. Give you the remote control during the game .
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you .
6. Play with your hair .
7. His hands always find yours .
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages .
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but know how to be serious .
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious .
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
16. Smile a lot.
17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.
21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing, even if he can't.
23. Have a creative sense of humor .
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason .
26. Quit smoking , chewing , drinking , or drugs - just because he loves u that much to quit it.

JoeL`

-=WAHH!!=-

Last minute not going to work today le...OMG!! means i'll lan diao!! hahaz!! guess i'll spend time going to exercise at the gym and go swimming...then muz settle the taiwan airplane tix thingy...haiz.....hao ma fan ah..........next time i dun wanna go holiday with friends anymore.....=(

JoeL`

-=COOLIE=-

yupp!! yesterday was like coolie work + smoking for 3hours and it earn me S$200// *yAwn* it was tiring...scratch myself accidentally and muscle pull....got to run under cold water for the pain to not hurt so much..((: Took quite alot of pictures...but cant really upload..will upload whenever i can!! cheers!! i think later got to work again..=) it's better lah....while i tire myself out, the feeling of missing someone is not that strong..hahz!! my objective actually..=PpP if not keep thinking and missing....i'll die early..dO_ob OKAY!! i confirm will go work again later..to keep myself busy!! YABADABADOO!! wheee..... Bye ppl....

JoeL`

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Wednesday, March 05, 2008 8:17 PM

-=AAHHH!!=-

hee...at last taiwan trip itinerary is more or less done((: left with the hotels actually..the rest settled..must start to chase ppl for money then can pay back to my dad..(^^,)

Si Shuxian...she had this little operation yesterday and she didnt tell me about it!!!@#$% haiz....hahaz!! lol~ but as long she's fine can le..=) she took out the bandage today..so yupp!!

i forget to blog about this psus gathering we had...didnt expect to have almost full attendence((: President HuiXin and her bf SoonNing came..
Vice-President Drek and his gf Shirley came..
Secretary Christopher and his gf LiYing came..
Treasurer JOEL KEE a.k.a me, went with ShaoHong&Nickolas because Shuxian wasn't around..
Marlene and Ginli couldn't make it!! saddening.....
As ShaoHong and Nickolas were the only 2singles left, they were suppose to help us order drinks, order prata, be our slaves!! but hahz!! they had such a good friend like me!! i'm NOT BIAS!! lol~

but yaa..hahaz!!

YiMei wants me to bring Shuxian out with them the next time cos they wanna meet her..
Jessamyn wants me to bring Shuxian out with them the next time we meet up..
Marlene wants me to bring Shuxian out with them the next time we meet up..
LiYing wants me to bring Shuxian out with tem the next time we meet up..
and alot of others want it too!! hee...but i'll be glad to do so as long she's ok with it..(n_n)

RIGHT!! that's all for today...BYE!!

JoeL`

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Tuesday, March 04, 2008 6:56 PM

-=dino-rAwWss!!=-

been home the whole day doing up taiwan itinerary and repairing the IT gadgets at home...((: SUX!! hate it....i think both desktop are down now..-.- I WAS ONLY TRYING TO REFORMAT!! and the desktop died....i should win the oscar award for destroyer...whole day moodless already...TAT's WHY I HATE studying IT!! )): super sad case i must say..=PpP

today really no mood to even go to the gym...makan also no mood....SIAN!! cos beside this sickening IT gadget thingy, it's like even 思念是一种病..........keesiao~ (n_n)

super ultra sian-ED~

Yesterday was TAN WEI TING JAZREEL's BIRTHDAY!! and i send her a mms of evalyn yet she didnt reply...-.- *yAwn*

I shall chiong my dinner!! then fix up the vaio for my dad to use it tonight..(^^,)

Shuxian gave me some songs..hahaz!!
title 怕什么, 你是答案 & 期待你的爱 and she emphasize to me to take note of the lyrics..c",)

i get the message what she wanna imply...but sometimes directly tell me also good de mah!! kekez...可以让我爽一下..do_Ob lol~

SEE!! she wont tell me straight but will send me such pictures((: *lalala* which i feel damn good lah..=PpP hee.....
L - is for the way you look at me..(n_n)
guess it all started from this picture((:
O - is for the only one i see..dO__Ob
and this picture(=
V - is very very, extra ordinary..
then later was this picture...
E - is even more than anyone you would adore..(^^)
and this picture...
and LOVE is all that i could give to you=)
becomes committment...V(^o,^)v
that's all!! bye!!

JoeL`

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Sunday, March 02, 2008 9:36 PM

-=do_Ob=-

phew....yesterday went to my GodBrother's Uncle's house..so yeah...stayed there until 1am then reach home..dad was drunk~LOL hahaz!! webcam with d-.-b and reall miss d-_-b alot..today was again, yet an ordinary day...view apartments and help prepared dinner which is abalone/scallop/mushrooms porridge!! with carrots/brocolli/ginger...my fav!! nice nice nice!!!*yAwn* actually i'm kinda affected by something..feeling uneasily sad=(...but i got to have a broad heart...it's no big deal cos we're only in a relationship((: hehez...trust her trust her!! but if not affected is "Jia De"...still!! i will try not to let it affect me(^^,) hahz!! shall go to the gym now then....bye!! nitez.....

JoeL`

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Saturday, March 01, 2008 3:35 PM

-=mix=-

omg....mind in a swirl.....situation is messy...hahaz!! actually i know it deep down in my heart la..but juz abit sad mah!! kekez..

29th Feb 1+am i sang a song to her and ask if she's willing to be with me..she didnt give me a reply and i didnt press for one..so after putting down the phone..though was quite affected..but i continued doing the taiwan trip thingy...0229hours she replied and said she wants to walk with me till the end((: 2008hours i send her back the same sms she send me and added that we will walk together forever..that marks the whole process of the new beginning of our relationship(^^,) 29th February 2008, 0229hours/2008hours..

but today she said she didnt say she accept me yet..cos she'll tell me the answer only when i see her..hahaz!! abit sad..but i know deep down in my heart wads the situation((: just complaining a little..=PpP *lalala* cos she'll always call me db(daBian) or jojo or lard or etc etc..then will always say she lke db, jojo or lard or etc etc etc but never said she like me before..wahahha!! so yalah!! i blog on wad happened on 29th le....been practising to sing her a song and i sang...but during practise and the actual thing was DAMN DIFFERENT!! i was all choked up at my throat and i really didnt dare to sing......in the end i sang la..so..Happiest Leap Year 2008!! cheers!!

anyway went to support LONG, Marlene and Huixin's grad show and yuppie!! together with ShaoHong, Nickolas, YongHong, Christopher and LiYing...We snap photo with Principal Mr Tan Han Cheong..He rox lah!! always remember me..everytime he see me he'll walk towards me..and without fail we'll take a picture with him=) he's really nice!! rushed home at about 2245hours cos shuxian say she wait for me online..but end up i think she too suine le....so was sleeping and cant wake up...hahaz!! but nvm....she haven been getting much sleep lately....

later i'm going out again...abit sian....just feel like staying home to sleep....but haiz.....shall go nap now...really really really very drained...somehow or another...dunno why too((: cheers!!

JoeL`

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Myself

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